My Sacrifices

I’m getting sick and tired of all those interventions. It’s not like I’m addicted to drugs or alcohol or gambling or something. I’m just a passionate person. I give my life to the things I believe in. I’m someone who lives life to the fullest.

I have to be honest, I understand my friends and family. I can see that they believe that, from their point of view, they’re doing what’s best for me.

They think that I’m wasting my time, my energy and my money. They believe that I’m hanging out with bad people and lastly, they think that I’m being taken advantage of.

But here’s my point of view: They’re all stuck deep into the matrix. They’re deeply asleep and dreaming the illusions that society has put in front of them.

Society needs to change and everyone knows it. Have you seen the news lately? All the wars going on? The environment? The economic situation? The demographic situation? Life is shit, except for the 1%.

Have you seen what those career politicians offer as solutions? It’s clear to see that they’re either under the pocket of the 1% or that they are clueless about the world we’re living in.

Just look at the types of questions they asked Zuckerberg. Are those the people that are supposed to lead us to a better society?

Everyone can see it. It’s as clear as day.

Yet, whenever I try to do something to change things, my friends and family just have to stop me. I try to convince them, but they never trust me. They never help me. It’s like they’re resigned and just accept this wicked world as it is.

It’s because of people like them that the world never changes. It’s because of the inaction of people with the means to do something that the world remains a living hell.

When I joined the Pick Up Artist’s community, I wanted more than just getting women. I wanted to liberate society from the middle ages. Liberate it from the taboos on sex, relationships and romance. We’re supposedly free, yet everyone still engages in monogamous relationships. Polyamory is the way of the future because it is a true reflection of our sexual needs as human beings.

But they just thought that I was being an Incel that hates women. They believed that the people helping me were getting rich off my loneliness. How can I not feel lonely with the people I’m surrounded with? When those people that keep me down are supposed to be my friends? Were they helping me to find love? No !

When I joined BitConnect, I wanted more than just becoming rich. I wanted to liberate all humans, I wanted to help them free themselves from the shackles of centralised banks. I wanted to support my friends, my family and help them become financially independent and free, like all humans are supposed to be.

But they just thought that I was being manipulated by scammers preying on poor people like me. Were they helping me becoming rich? No !

When I joined the Osho movement, it was about more  than inner peace. It was a world changing movement. Through the death of my ego, I would be an example for others to let go of their earthly bindings. We would create a peace on earth by renouncing everything that creates scarcity, fear, violence and hate. Our strict vegan diet protected all earthlings to the tiniest mosquito. All earthlings are all cells for our mother earth fulfilling and important role. We need to protect them.

But they just said that Rajneesh was an egocentric guru. That he was preying on people desperate for meaning in their lives. They mentioned Rajneeshpuram as proof. Even after the Rajneeshpuram disaster was proven to be Ma Anand’s fault. Are they helping me find meaning in my life? No ! Are they helping to free all suffering earthlings from their suffering? Again, no !

I love my family and my friends. They have been with me through everything that happened to me.

It’s just that sometimes I feel that their souls have been put on this earth to test my resolve. They don’t know any better, I can’t hate them. The illusions of the demiurge has bound their souls to this plane.

They cannot possibly understand my quest. They will never understand what is needed to transform this earth into a paradise for everyone.

They might not want, but I am. I’m willing to sacrifice my time, my wealth, my food, my energy, my intellect and my life to get us all there.

What you need to understand is that whenever I joined a new movement, I’ve always invited them to join me. But they’re just not willing to. They’re too busy living their broken lives. They’re so busy that they will never question themselves.

It’s not their fault, it’s mine. I believed that one day, they would see reality as I see it. I was mistaken. You show the door to someone, but it’s their task to open it and walk through it.

Don’t worry, it’s not all that bad. I’ve found this new movement. They understand what I’m going through.

As most of you reading this will probably be pawns of the Demiurge’s Matrix, I cannot reveal what it is.

I know that this time, it will be different. This time will be a true revolution.

This time, the world will change through everything we as a group will have done. Each of us willing to sacrifice ourselves for the greater cause, that is clear. Under the guidance of our leader, we will prevail. We will change the world. We will make it more inclusive.

And I, will have been a part of it.